REPEAT

Obviously someone doesn't seem to understand what I am saying. So I will repeat myself for this poor soul. STOP BUGGING ME ON THIS ISSUE. PLEASE DO NOT JOKE ABOUT THIS ISSUE FOR I DON'T APPRECIATE IT. Yup! I guess you get my point. Thks! I am not angry but I just don't appreciate it.

Whose Line Is It?

I did not go to cell on Friday. Decided to take 'leave' from cell until exams are over. Is not that I dread going cell. In fact, I love cell so much. It just feel so comfortable and relax. The fellowship, the 'fat-so ship' (a word I use for makan), the Worship, the Word. Everything related to cell is so enjoyable. It just feels like home until I just want to stay over. However, it usually ends at around 10.30pm and by the time I reached home, it's nearly 11:45pm. Then bathe and everything finish will be past mid-night. And I will be very tired. I guess that this period of exam, I just prefer not to be tired out 'un-necessary'. So though I will miss cell, I truly miss cell.

So instead of going cell, I stayed back in church and visited the Alpha class. Hehe! Got free dinner. Muahaha! I didn't sit in the session. I just sat outside at the welcome desk, free and easy. Then was chatting with Emily. Haha! She one funneh lady. Pregnant alreadi still so comical. I wonder if the baby will be as comical as her. Drama-mama. Then happened that Wee Kiat was around. So as usual, he will have something to say to entertain us. One of the common things he will mention is his love story with Angie. A lot of stories and all super funneh. And I really admired both of them. They really understand each other very well. They can really 'suan' each other like nobody business and yet they don't get offended. And I know they meant it as joke and still love each other alot. But when they are serious, they are really serious. Somehow, that is the kind of relationship I wish I can have with my partner. No barriers but yet at the right time to give each other space.

Then Wee Kiat was talking about 'how he regret marrying Angie'. He blamed it on the 'fine print' which he never sees. Hahahaha! Then he was saying that before he went steady with Angie, he was actually interested in another girl. Then it was Angie who came up front with him and told him that she likes him and if he will want to be her boyfriend. Emily and I were like 'mouth-big-big'. "Kow Tow'' to Auntie Angie. So daring. I wonder if now-a-day girls are still so straight-forward.

Emily then ask me if a girl were to say that to me, what will I do? Hmmmmm...... My initial response was "see who first lorh''. But then as I think again, if a girl really comes up to say that to me, only 2 possibilities. 1 is a prank. 2 is that girl must really have thought and pray through carefully. (bearing in mind, I'm neither cute, handsome, macho, blah blah blah.... you know what i mean) I guess my response is that "I will really consider and pray about it" Sound very holistic and cliche but I will seriously consider. However, that's provided firstly the girl is a Christian lah. Then again, our culture has always place that responsibility of saying that line to a guy. For a girl to say that, it is just not ideal or acceptable. If you like something badly, won't you at least try to make an effort? So Whose Line Is It? It's your call...

Would You Be There

By Ken Chong and Redwan Ali

The lyric is not fully accurate. Still trying to record the full version of the song. Very hard to decipher with the talking in the background. Those lyrics in red are those that are not confirmed.

V1
If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time

V2
If I feel good,
Would you slow-dance with me
And touch my lips with tender, loving care
Would you die for me
Would you run with me and never look back

C
Would you be there to love, to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you’ll always be the one to take my breathe away
(That you'll be there )

V3
If I'm away, would you still think of me,
And wish that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way

Disclaimer:
I like the flow of the music but that does not mean that I personally agree with the content of the lyrics. In a relationship, why must we talk about dying for one another. I prefer to live to the fullest for one another. My life is in the hands of my Lord and I have no say in how long I live or when I should die. I just live it to the fullest.
And also in a relationship, you do not need to swear to one another to show our love. Let our Yes be Yes and No be No. And it is also about mutual respect and love for one another. There is no need to swear on heaven or earth. Just be sincere and truthful.

Choice

Door has always been closed. Given myself enough chances. I guess there is situation where one cannot just force his way through. It is better to let go. Yes! I have make that choice. So people out there stop bugging me on the same issue. (especially Joseph! :) I know you are reading)

Jars of Clay

My one and only Jars of Clay album. Previously, I had tried listening to their songs but never like it because firstly, their songs can never be sung in a congregation and secondly, is that the songs are personal songs. This album was a birthday gift. I think! From Auntie Khim??? Haha! But thought that this album very nice. So decided to post 2 of my fav songs from this album. Enjoy it!

Lonely People

This is for all the lonely people
Thinkin' that life has passed them by
Don't give up until you drink from the silver cup
Ride that highway in the sky

This is for all the single people
Thinkin' that life has left them dry
Don't give up until you drink from the silver cup
You'll never know until you try

'Cause, I'm on my way, yes, I'm on my way
Yeah, I'm on my way back home

This is for all the lonely people
Thinkin' that life has passed them by
Don't give up until you drink from the silver cup
She'll never take you down or never give you up
You'll never know until you try

'Cause, I'm on my way, yes, I'm on my way
Yeah, I'm on my way back home

Sunny Days

Sunny days keepin' the clouds away
I think we're coming to a clearing and a brighter day

So far away. Still I think they say
The wait will make the heart grow stronger or fonder
I can't quite remember anyway

So if you're waitin' for love
Well it's a promise I'll keep
If you don't mind believing that it changes everything
Then time will never matter

Winter, Spring..is what love can truly bring
Ice turns to water, water flows to everything
You can lose your mind, maybe then your heart you'll find
I hope you won't give up what's movin' you inside

So if you're waitin' for love
Well it's a promise I'll keep
If you don't mind believing that it changes everything
Then time will never matter
So if you're waitin' for love
Well it's a promise I'll keep
If you don't mind believing that it changes everything
Then time will never matter

If the car won't start, when you turn the key
When the music comes on, all your cold, cold heart can do is skip a beat

It's a promise I'll keep
When you're waitin' for love
If you don't mind believing that it changes everything
Then time will never matter
So if you're waitin' for love
It's a promise I'll keep
If you don't mind believing that it changes everything
Then time will never matter

Try, Tried, Tired

I'm not trying.

Books

2 books! Can choose only 1! Which one? Dilemna! Maybe the books should tell me!