I Need............ YOU!

Today was the big day. Most of the things were done. Just left a few more things to tie up and all will be settled. Well! Before this, the day before, I was actually panicking alreadi. As I go thru the items that I need to do, it seemed like there were so many things undone. I told myself that I need to wake up at 7am the next morning to 'piah' and finish up as much things as possible. And another problem with me is that I am quite a 'solo kia'. I do everything myself and I prefer not to delegate to other pple. Despite my worries, I told God to take care of all the matters that were still not done up. So the next morning, I woke up only at 9am. Surprisngly, I wasn't too caught up with the things. So I left for church and reached abt 1o.30am. By around 11am, the rest of the team members were in church. They too had came down to help with the decoration of the event. At that point, I wasn't too sure if I shd trouble them and ask them to help with the remaining task. I just tot of doing it all myself. Den I was just prompted to just ask them. And I just ask them to help me with these and that. And amazingly, things start to finish up faster than i would have if i have done it myself. By 1.15pm, we have cleared all the things we need to do. I was so relieved. In past attempts to lead in events, I was always very pressured and panicky even on the day of event. Becoz firstly, I always fail to delegate work and do everything myself and secondly, I simply just trusted in my own strength. This time round, I'm learning to be more team-minded, getting the team to make decisons and be in charge of certain areas which free me up. (Though i feel i still can delegate more work). Thank you so much for the team, namely, Darren, Wen Yuan, Yvonne, Xin Ling whom have helped so much in the preparation. Also I will like to thank those others who though not in the committee, have been helping us in a way or another. And also those who had kept the team in prayer. And most importantly God for His guidance. I won't dare to say that this year's For Men For Women Celebration Night is a success, but I know God takes delight in it. Everything move so smoothly and this is my 1st time as an emcee, and i simply just told God to take control and He lead. Haha! Pretty fun! Maybe next time will get a partner to co-emcee. : ) hehe.......
My throat now a bit sore from the constant explanation of how to play the games and from the constant raising of my voice to 'try' to bring out the excitement. I realised I can't scream like before. My voice box must have been damaged. I raised my voice a bit higher for a few times and it starts to hurt. Haha! But dun know why. Hitting into mood swing again. Feeling happy but yet moody. I dun know how such two extreme can exist together. It's like I'm walking and running at the same time. Haha! 'sob sob" Hmmmm.......

Dear Father, thank You so much for Your love and Your faithfulness. Thank You for Your hands that carry us up when we are in difficulties. Sometimes we think too much with our own limited wisdom and knowledge and we conclude that we have an answer. But Lord, how foolish can we be at times. We fail to see Your plan which is far better than what we can comprehend. Den Lord, I ask that You give me the patience to wait upon You, knowing and trusting that You have the best for me. And most importantly is that I need You more than any other things. So Lord have Your way in me! Amen.