THINKing..... ALOT!!!

Have been thinking alot recently? Dun know whether good or bad! In management terms, it will be considered planning. In human terms, it is called hmmmm.... thinking. Thinking about the present, the near future, the future......... Haiz..... Really a lot of mixed feelings.

At present, feeling a bit tired, trying to pick up on my studies for exams. A bit slow siah! Have to try to push myself to be more consistent, that's all, nothing more, nothing less. Come on, X.J, you can do it. Last semester! (pat on my own back)
Got quite a few things happened which impressed alot but just can't recall. One of which that happened was yesterday. Went to this church in Bedok. They had invited this taiwan-borned Christian singer cum pastor, based in Los Angeles(if i'm not wrong). His name is Chuck Huang. Didn't really know who he was. He was leading in worship and the songs were composed by him. Really very meaningful becoz the lyrics relates to testimony of what God had done in people's life. Amazing. I am really inspired by him. Then he also share about this mentor of his. The mentor was the wife of a pastor. He was sharing that she was a true blue- evangelise. Every moment of her life, she will spend it to spread the good news. Until one point of her life, she had been diagnosed with terminal stage of cancer. And her request was to go to China. Every one person she met, she will tell that person about Christ. My goodness. I was really touched. And Chuck wrote a song about her passion for Christ - One way ticket. I really wish I am able to be so daring and free in my sharing of Christ. And also I want to brush up my mandarin. I would love to be able to compose and write song in mandarin.
Talking about writing song, I wrote another song. Haha! I was in church studying, den study until cannot, went to chapel. Then I was flipping thru the bible and came to Psalm 27. Then the melody came, and bit by bit I added the lyrics. The song is entitled, House of the Lord. The theme to the song is about when we dwell in the presence of God, we need not fear or be afraid but trust that our God is in control. Nothing can bring us down or harm us. I am so excited. hehe!
Today just attended Roysten and Joey's wedding. Haha! Very lovely. Then the page boy very cute. He was very serious in his walk. Take one step at a time. End up very slow. Den Evangeline, the flower girl, was like behind trying to push him to walk faster. hahaha! So cute. Weddings are so beautiful. Then the reception also very nice. Good food! Yeah! Next week will be Charles and Emily's wedding. A huge highlight for the youths. I guess the youths are more excited than Charles and Emily. Haha! Den December will have Zhi Yang and Pei Ren. 3 weddings in 1 months. Woah! Then next year also got a few more wedding. David Chew and Caroline. Larry and Jenny. Hmmmm.... Keeps me thinking. Hmmmm.... Thinking too much. Hahahahahaha!
Well! At least there's still Mission trip to keep me motivated. I really love Cambodia. I'm very excited. Maybe I should just commit myself to go Cambodia for 1 year. Maybe! It will be even better if........ Hahaha!