16 Sep 2005 (Fri)

Actually very proud of myself. I have started studying during my free time. And honestly, I really have alot of free time. My classes are mostly on Monday,Tuesday and Wednesday. And each day only 1 lecture of 3hrs. So you can imagine how much unutilised time I have. And for the last 2 months, all these free time, I have been slacking around. haha! But cannot anymore! Have to start now or else i will suffer at the end. It's like on Monday - Wednesday, after class, I will be at home revising. This is something tat i dun really do. Then on Thursday and today, I went to church and really studied for abt 3-4hours. Really am so proud of myself.

Today during lunch, an interesting event happen. Was eating and den a table away got this little child seated, waiting for his mum. And he got this whinny voice and was lamenting away where his mum is. I didn't bother to pay attention and not long after he disappeared and den I heard any voice. A lady's voice. Complaining to the Kopi house's attendants that his son is so stupid, ask him to wait den nvr wait, den this lah, tat lah. Wah Liew! Really quite a scene. Den we tot tat when the boy come back, he sure get a good time fr his mum. So den the son came back and we were waiting for a good show. Surprise Surprise! Guess wat the first thing the mum say to him. ????????????????????? "You want to eat fast one den eat either chicken rice or char siew rice." *.* " Something wrong with the mum man. Haha! But thkfully! At least she nvr make a scene in the public. Very damaging to the growth of her son. But I learn one lesson fr this incident. How you present yourself to your kid, your kid will end up being the same. I say that at first the boy was lamenting den followed by the mum complaining. Somehow or rather the pattern very similar and can see tat high chance the son pick up the lamenting skill fr the mum. Likewise for me. My mum tends to be defensive whether small or big things that implicates her and inevitably I have also pick that up. Haha! But since I know my flaws, have been trying to be less defensive. So very important, in front of children, got to always present a wholesome and right attitude to them.

Then I have been chasing this Korean Serial. So nice! Must watch! Highly recommended. It's title "Jewel in the Palace". I won't introduce the show lah! Too much thing to talk. So want to know, go and watch. But today's episode really touching. The lead actor is a leader in the army and the lead actress is a medical lady. So villages near the capital have been hit with an outbreak of disease. So they were both send to help the villagers. Den the villains were send too and they plotted against the lead actress. The villages were supposed to be cordoned off by Imperial orders and all the Imperial pple suppose to retreat back to Palace. Den the villain told the lead actress to go into another village to look for herbs and without informing her abt the Imperial Order. So she missed the hour and was trapped in the village. The lead actor knowing abt this, couldn't care much less, forced his way into the village to look for her. Then he found her in one corner, tearing, and she felt very lonely and unwanted. Then the actor comforted her and challenged her to stand firm. She recovered and with the actor tried to help the villagers who are affected by the disease. But due to shortage of medicine, the villagers were skeptical abt both their willingness to help. The actor had to go to other village to look for medicine and the villagers warned him that if he doesn't come back, they will kill the actress. The actress told the actor to go to this village to look for medicine becoz she has been there 2 days ago and there were medicine. But in fact, she actually kinda guessed that there would not have been any medicine during this time of crisis. So was actually quite worried he would not be able to return with any medicine. The actor was given a day time. So he left on a horse and when he reached the village, he found no medicine. And he was worried sick. Then the next scene was the villagers got impatient and locked up the actress. And den a fire broke out and the actress was suffocating fr the smoke. Then the actor arrived back in the nick of time to save her. When she regained conscious, there were so much relieved in both their eyes. The actress said tat she was glad he came back for her. The actor replied saying that he knew that he meant very much to her. Oh! My! I was near to tears as well! It's not like any fairy, hairy tales where the princess meets the prince and they live happily ever after. It's like come on, life isn't like that! There are ups and downs and only when love is being challenged and dragged along the unleveled ground den will one know if the love is true and authentic. This couple has went thru so much for one another. 他是她的生存毅力。她是他的未来希望。He is her will to live on. She is his future and hope. That's how I will describe their significance to one another. And I want to draw out one main point. Our God's love is a true and authentic love. He is love. He is our will to live on when life seems hopeless. He is our hope and He is also our future becoz we know that He is victorious and when the time comes, we will be back to His side. Praise be to our God!