Need to take a break soon. Feeling that moving too fast and doing too much things. Feeling a bit tired and work starting to become choresome. Haha! Not so much of complaint but doing a reality check on myself. Really need to take a break. Classes intesifying, self-studying also, den plus church responsibility. Woah! This is my record, going to lead worship for 3 times in 4 weeks. Haha! Den still got one church baazzar sale to handle. Hmmm! After this got to slow down and take a break. Den have to move into study mode. Exams just somehow spring up on you when you are least prepared. So got to start preparing.
Many things going thru my mind once again. Somehow these thoughts have always been reviving itself after i have resolved it. I'm 24, I'm unattached, I'm still struggling to study, I have no saving, can I make it into the corporate world when i finish study and that's if i ever graduate! And every time, though I have no immediate solution or answer to all these, I was able to come to term that God will see me through. It's not that I'm faithless that all these issues start to roll back into the mind but I believe these are very real life problems that I'm facing. And every time, though there's no quick solution to it, God is always there to comfort and assure me that He is there for me and He has a 'great' plan for me. Well! Maybe some of you may say I'm just deceiving myself to make life seems better! One thing I do know is that I can deceive myself but my Lord will never deceive me and I trust in His word:
" 11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD,
Many things going thru my mind once again. Somehow these thoughts have always been reviving itself after i have resolved it. I'm 24, I'm unattached, I'm still struggling to study, I have no saving, can I make it into the corporate world when i finish study and that's if i ever graduate! And every time, though I have no immediate solution or answer to all these, I was able to come to term that God will see me through. It's not that I'm faithless that all these issues start to roll back into the mind but I believe these are very real life problems that I'm facing. And every time, though there's no quick solution to it, God is always there to comfort and assure me that He is there for me and He has a 'great' plan for me. Well! Maybe some of you may say I'm just deceiving myself to make life seems better! One thing I do know is that I can deceive myself but my Lord will never deceive me and I trust in His word:
" 11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD,
"plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
12 Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
JER 29:11-13
Yes! Indeed our Lord's purpose is not to harm us but to prosper us. And I like the following verse saying that when we call and pray to Him, He will listen to us. Praise be to our God for He is a God of love that never fails.
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