Heard a sharing from a friend how he, from being a Buddhist, was converted into a Christian. His walk was never smooth-sailing. In fact, it was filled with much struggles, conflicts and pain. But one thing he mentioned really kept me thinking. In the midst of his conversion, he came to a realisation that it was the great faith of the Christians that justified their faith. Interesting. In Hebrews 11:1, "Now faith is being sure of what you hope for and certain of what we do not see." Faith is never a tangible element. And there's no way one can use any tangible evidence or reasoning to fully prove its existence. Then am I contradicting my faith. Nope. Instead of saying that because of lack of tangible support of my faith and therefore concluding that my faith is not possible, I choose to hold on to the true essence of faith. Being sure of what I hope for and certain of what I do not see. I may not be able to reason why God works in certain, why God allows certain things to happen and why some things contradict with God but I guess that is not my primary task on earth. My primary role is to love God! And through loving God, I will be able to start to comprehend why some things are done in certain ways, why some things happen and why somethings happen which I simply have no answer to and yet I can feel secure because God is in control. And if we were able to have an answer for everything, who needs God!
So my point is when people question for our justification of our faith, we do not have to always have an answer. I think the best way to justify for our faith is through our action. Are we doing what we are preaching?
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Monday, March 26, 2007
SERVICE
Well! When I am a bit 'richer', I will have the luxury to take taxi around. And I must say from my past experience, there are all sort of taxi drivers. Some are chatty, some are reserved, some are over-chatty, some are wierd, some are philosphical, some are 'chimney'(smoker-smell of cigrarettes), some are sleepy(these are those tat you got to watch out of). Well! Basically you get all kinds of drivers. On the hold, most of them are not too bad.
However, there are just a few things I dun appreciate about taxi drivers. The inconsiderate kind. One of which will be the 'horners'. They horn non stop on the road in the hope of catching a passenger's attention. Irritating. Another kind is those who will slow down on the road to catch your attention while you attempt to cross the empty street. And because the taxi slow down, it hinder the crossing of the road and before you know it, the road is congested with cars. GREAT! And I had 2 encounters of such inconsiderate drivers in 2 straight days. First was on a friday nite after cell. So 2 groups of us wanted to take taxi. After a long wait, my group decided to just flag a taxi for the other group and then we take MRT home. So the taxi stopped and we signalled to the other group to take the taxi. In the 5 seconds, the driver got impatient, stared away and drove off. I nearly took out my MILAN and shot at him. Haha! But I must say God is good because if the taxi had waited, my group would have taken MRT home. And guess what? 2 taxis came along. Muahahaha!
Then the next day was supposed to go Eastpoint Sakura for meeting cum lunch. Then was at the road waiting to cross when an occupied taxi came to a halt right in front of me. Heard that! RITE IN FRONT OF ME. The passenger had wanted to alight and so the driver tot tat I would happen to be waiting for him to pick me up. Oh GREAT! Well! Had enuff of taxi driver. Singapore wants to be a country of excellent service. Far from reaching that goal. Maybe in the presence of foreigners they put on a far from poor service but guess what, there's no pride in their job. I am not just talking about taxi drivers. I am talking about Singapore on a whole. The retail section. Come on! Singaporeans! Buck up! Take pride in your job. Doesn't matter if you are just a salesgirl or a waiter. The little things you do firstly show how much you take pride in your servicing job and also it will reflect good on your personality.
However, there are just a few things I dun appreciate about taxi drivers. The inconsiderate kind. One of which will be the 'horners'. They horn non stop on the road in the hope of catching a passenger's attention. Irritating. Another kind is those who will slow down on the road to catch your attention while you attempt to cross the empty street. And because the taxi slow down, it hinder the crossing of the road and before you know it, the road is congested with cars. GREAT! And I had 2 encounters of such inconsiderate drivers in 2 straight days. First was on a friday nite after cell. So 2 groups of us wanted to take taxi. After a long wait, my group decided to just flag a taxi for the other group and then we take MRT home. So the taxi stopped and we signalled to the other group to take the taxi. In the 5 seconds, the driver got impatient, stared away and drove off. I nearly took out my MILAN and shot at him. Haha! But I must say God is good because if the taxi had waited, my group would have taken MRT home. And guess what? 2 taxis came along. Muahahaha!
Then the next day was supposed to go Eastpoint Sakura for meeting cum lunch. Then was at the road waiting to cross when an occupied taxi came to a halt right in front of me. Heard that! RITE IN FRONT OF ME. The passenger had wanted to alight and so the driver tot tat I would happen to be waiting for him to pick me up. Oh GREAT! Well! Had enuff of taxi driver. Singapore wants to be a country of excellent service. Far from reaching that goal. Maybe in the presence of foreigners they put on a far from poor service but guess what, there's no pride in their job. I am not just talking about taxi drivers. I am talking about Singapore on a whole. The retail section. Come on! Singaporeans! Buck up! Take pride in your job. Doesn't matter if you are just a salesgirl or a waiter. The little things you do firstly show how much you take pride in your servicing job and also it will reflect good on your personality.
Friday, March 23, 2007
Maybe...
Maybe I am just a coward! Or maybe I am just scared! Or maybe I am intimidated! Or maybe I am just not ready. At that point of time, I chose to run away. I wish I could have done otherwise than to just speed up. Amused I may be at the sense of God's humour but yet the same time, confused because I do not know what to do. There are so many Maybes and Ifs. Or I should just be bold and talk about it.
Would YOU give me an answer? Unless YOU go before me, I will not make the move. Show me what is acceptable to YOU. Show me YOUR way.
Would YOU give me an answer? Unless YOU go before me, I will not make the move. Show me what is acceptable to YOU. Show me YOUR way.
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Thinking again
I guess I'm just a thinker. In a bad sense, it is called Day Dreamer. In an occupational language, it is called a Student. Well! Whatever you name it, it will not stop the fact about me. Thinking is good becoz it helps me to rationalise, internalise, organise my thoughts, my feelings and the things I see and hear. However, if it is not properly managed, there's a great risk of 'cukoo-lising' oneself (which means go crazy) I guess the best way to manage thinking is to bring everything before God and seek His wise ways.
Actually quite a few many things happened but just couldn't find a 'quiet' day to settle down and update. Finally, today I feel the peace to sit down and start typing. What should I talk about? Ok! Let's talk about movies!
Up to date, I have watched erh... at least 5 movies since the beginning of the year. Wow! Out of which, I am sure that 3 of the visits were paid from my own pockets. The other 2 were treats. I have set myself a quota of max 6 movies (out of my own expenses) for the year. So technically speaking, I only have 3 more movies which I can watch. By the way, the treats were not becoz I begged people to pay for me. It was unexpected treats. : p So I have decided that the remaining 3 slots - Spider Man 3, Pirates of the Carribean and last one undecided. The last 2 weeks, I watched a movie a week. The first movie was "I am a Cyborg but it's ok". Korean comical movie acted by Rain and I dun know who the actress is. It is a totally no plot but yet funny and light-hearted movie. The whole movie revolves around a Mental hospital. Rain and the actress were the clients of the hospital. The actress thinks that she is a cyborg and can only feed on batteries. Rain thinks he has the ability to steal peoples' power. So a lot of lame and funny things happen. Eventually the actress was malnutritioned becoz she refused to eat. So Rain decided to help her by 'implanting' a device that will help her convert staple food into electrical energy for her body. So that's the ending. Recommended to watch for those who enjoy lameness and subtle romance. Muahahaha. I went with 3 of my Sec school mates. 3 guys, 1 girl. The other 2 guys were totally bored out by the show. Actions! Actions! That's what I think they want. Anyway this movie was a treat.
The next movie I watched was "300". Great show I must say. Talks about Persians attacking the Spartans and how 300 Spartans held up millions of invaders. Eventually most of them died, it was really a marvel to see how they fought off the invaders. I know it's a MOVIE. The story is real but this is just a movie - acting. Ok! Fine. I won't spoil the fun by telling the whole movie. You go watch yourself. Anyway it's M18. I thought it was given this rating becoz of violence but den the movie also got some sensual scene. This part was a bit disappointing becoz I thought it was unnecessary. If they have scrapped out that scene, the movie is going to be as good. So I guess the censorship decided that it's for the good of mankind to have some kind of "Sex Education". Haizzzz........ But still highly recommended, only for those who are of age.
Ok! That's for the movies. Now what should I talk about.
Hmmmm. Home affairs. Parents had another quarrel. Hate it. Though, it was somehow or rather 'reconciled', the whole atmosphere is sucky. 26 years of such torments, it's really draining for the mind. Sometimes, I just feel like giving up, run away from home which I never get to do it. The only thing holding me back and together is God (and maybe food. hahaha : p) I know it won't help by running away. I have to deal with it but there's honestly nothing I can do. Pray! I guess. And after all these years, it really leaves a 'shadow' in my own life. I am worried that history will repeat itself in my own family. That's why I am learning to control my temper and to be responsible for my actions and words. Lord, only You can help me!
Ok! Unhappy things aside.
Next thing on my mind was or rather were a few words: Man of his word! Some youths 'shot' these words at me. Am I really Man of my words? I know they said it jokingly, I hope! But it really speaks alot to me. Credibility. Do I hold on to what I say or do I just give empty words? I won't go into details but what I know is that I am a Man and I have words to say. So I jolly well be a Man of my words. (Am I making any sense? Muahaha : p)
Next thing on my mind are another few words: Try again! The word flash itself to me twice in a row. Coincidental? Maybe, maybe not. I am not superstitious but that's how the Lord speaks to me. However, I will still be cautious. I shall seek the counsels of the wise people first. So meanwhile, everything is per normal.
Next thing: Working out! Have been playing basketball and doing weights quite regularly. Really need to keep in shape. IPPT coming. Must at least get Silver and the $100. Then with the money go and grow fat den after that start training to keep fit den it goes on and on. Vicious cycle. I guess I have improved quite a bit on basketball. Have been playing with these group of skilled players and secretly learning from them. Another 6 kg to go. June! That's the target.
Hmmm.... Can't recall what else I want to say. Nvm. Another day. Yup! Remember! 1 more thing. Prayer Request:
Pray:
for me as I embarked on my studies for my last semester. Pray for peace, wisdom, discipline. Thk you! God bless!
Actually quite a few many things happened but just couldn't find a 'quiet' day to settle down and update. Finally, today I feel the peace to sit down and start typing. What should I talk about? Ok! Let's talk about movies!
Up to date, I have watched erh... at least 5 movies since the beginning of the year. Wow! Out of which, I am sure that 3 of the visits were paid from my own pockets. The other 2 were treats. I have set myself a quota of max 6 movies (out of my own expenses) for the year. So technically speaking, I only have 3 more movies which I can watch. By the way, the treats were not becoz I begged people to pay for me. It was unexpected treats. : p So I have decided that the remaining 3 slots - Spider Man 3, Pirates of the Carribean and last one undecided. The last 2 weeks, I watched a movie a week. The first movie was "I am a Cyborg but it's ok". Korean comical movie acted by Rain and I dun know who the actress is. It is a totally no plot but yet funny and light-hearted movie. The whole movie revolves around a Mental hospital. Rain and the actress were the clients of the hospital. The actress thinks that she is a cyborg and can only feed on batteries. Rain thinks he has the ability to steal peoples' power. So a lot of lame and funny things happen. Eventually the actress was malnutritioned becoz she refused to eat. So Rain decided to help her by 'implanting' a device that will help her convert staple food into electrical energy for her body. So that's the ending. Recommended to watch for those who enjoy lameness and subtle romance. Muahahaha. I went with 3 of my Sec school mates. 3 guys, 1 girl. The other 2 guys were totally bored out by the show. Actions! Actions! That's what I think they want. Anyway this movie was a treat.
The next movie I watched was "300". Great show I must say. Talks about Persians attacking the Spartans and how 300 Spartans held up millions of invaders. Eventually most of them died, it was really a marvel to see how they fought off the invaders. I know it's a MOVIE. The story is real but this is just a movie - acting. Ok! Fine. I won't spoil the fun by telling the whole movie. You go watch yourself. Anyway it's M18. I thought it was given this rating becoz of violence but den the movie also got some sensual scene. This part was a bit disappointing becoz I thought it was unnecessary. If they have scrapped out that scene, the movie is going to be as good. So I guess the censorship decided that it's for the good of mankind to have some kind of "Sex Education". Haizzzz........ But still highly recommended, only for those who are of age.
Ok! That's for the movies. Now what should I talk about.
Hmmmm. Home affairs. Parents had another quarrel. Hate it. Though, it was somehow or rather 'reconciled', the whole atmosphere is sucky. 26 years of such torments, it's really draining for the mind. Sometimes, I just feel like giving up, run away from home which I never get to do it. The only thing holding me back and together is God (and maybe food. hahaha : p) I know it won't help by running away. I have to deal with it but there's honestly nothing I can do. Pray! I guess. And after all these years, it really leaves a 'shadow' in my own life. I am worried that history will repeat itself in my own family. That's why I am learning to control my temper and to be responsible for my actions and words. Lord, only You can help me!
Ok! Unhappy things aside.
Next thing on my mind was or rather were a few words: Man of his word! Some youths 'shot' these words at me. Am I really Man of my words? I know they said it jokingly, I hope! But it really speaks alot to me. Credibility. Do I hold on to what I say or do I just give empty words? I won't go into details but what I know is that I am a Man and I have words to say. So I jolly well be a Man of my words. (Am I making any sense? Muahaha : p)
Next thing on my mind are another few words: Try again! The word flash itself to me twice in a row. Coincidental? Maybe, maybe not. I am not superstitious but that's how the Lord speaks to me. However, I will still be cautious. I shall seek the counsels of the wise people first. So meanwhile, everything is per normal.
Next thing: Working out! Have been playing basketball and doing weights quite regularly. Really need to keep in shape. IPPT coming. Must at least get Silver and the $100. Then with the money go and grow fat den after that start training to keep fit den it goes on and on. Vicious cycle. I guess I have improved quite a bit on basketball. Have been playing with these group of skilled players and secretly learning from them. Another 6 kg to go. June! That's the target.
Hmmm.... Can't recall what else I want to say. Nvm. Another day. Yup! Remember! 1 more thing. Prayer Request:
Pray:
for me as I embarked on my studies for my last semester. Pray for peace, wisdom, discipline. Thk you! God bless!
Saturday, March 17, 2007
EMOnster
Feeling very flustered! Feeling very insecured! Feeling very confused! Feeling very easily agitated! Feeling very bo chap! Feeling very emo! Hate it! Another mood swing.
Really hate it! Things hanging in mid air. Things getting in the way. Things that got nothing do with me. Nearly everything is stepping on my tail. Arggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh! I want to talk but I don't just want to talk about it. I want to deal with it. I need to hear from YOU, God! You assured me before. Assure me once more. Speak to me. Speak through somebody. I just need to hear Your voice.
Really hate it! Things hanging in mid air. Things getting in the way. Things that got nothing do with me. Nearly everything is stepping on my tail. Arggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh! I want to talk but I don't just want to talk about it. I want to deal with it. I need to hear from YOU, God! You assured me before. Assure me once more. Speak to me. Speak through somebody. I just need to hear Your voice.
Awkwardness!
A: Yes (can I help you?) *words in brackets got stuck in the throat, never came out
B: Hi (half spoken Hi)
[as quickly as the few words were spoken, the silence was heard. It was so clear that it was definitely awkwardness)
B: Hi (half spoken Hi)
[as quickly as the few words were spoken, the silence was heard. It was so clear that it was definitely awkwardness)
~The End~
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Hmmmm... Thinking... Thinking.... Thinking....
Well! Updates updates updates! Hasn't been updating since CNY! And a lot of things on mind keeping me thinking and thinking.
Got my results back! Woohoo! The sky crush on me! Well! What to expect from just studying enuff to pass. Either you barely pass or you fail. Another semester to go. Hate it. Ok! Xianjie, stop being an idiot and just study hard and I meant real hard and get over with this exams. Despite this bad news, I saw God's mercy and grace. I was so afraid to tell my mum because she will torment me with her naggings and honestly, I am a bit mentally unsound after all these years of torture. I delayed the news for a week and to my surprise, my mum just came up to me, ask me abt the results and causually said that if I need to resit any paper, den better study hard. I nearly fainted. She spoke the words of mercy. Haha! I believe it is God who had 'inspired' her to say such things.
Well! Having the whole sky crushing on me is bad enuff. The whole earth underneath gave way. WooHoo. Double K.O. Oh dear me! Why am I so poor thing? Why? Why? Ok enuff of self-pitying. Back to reality. I guess it just means that I really have to even more depend on God. Lord, help me fix my eyes on You!
Got a few weeks to sort out my mess and emotions and then I realised it's time for me to teach in Alpha. Actually, I am looking forward to it. It's such a challenge. Beside presenting the message, how do you catch their attention? I thought I shall be lame. Incorporating lame sound effects into my powerpoint. That was the 1st lesson. Ok lah! Not too bad lah but i guess i shd have used better quality sound effect instead. hahaha. That day's topic was on how to resist the evil. We need to put on the armor of God - belt of truth, breastplate of righteousness, boots of the gospel, shield of faith, helmet of salvation and sword of the Spirit.
And the following week's topic was How do I tell others abt Christianity? We need to firstly, in our action convinced others that we are Christians, secondly, to find opportunity to tak about our faith, thirdly, to share about what God has done in our life, fourthy, to ask God to empower our sharing and lastly, to pray that God will open our spiritual blindness and to give us the boldness to share.
After these 2 sharings, I really thank God. I look back 7-8 years ago and I will never have dare to stand up in front so many people to share. Fear. self-consciousness, denial, whatever reason it may be, I knew that the Lord has helped me to overcome. I remember the point of time when i was asked to teached the JYs when we were still in Eastpoint mall using the Montersorri. Initially, I was very reluctant because I just didn't feel comfortable and confident. Nevertheless, I took up the task. Initially, I struggled and I felt that I was really lousy. I didn't even know what I was saying. Haha! But as time passed, the Lord granted me the boldness and wisdom. And I really thank God because I know I humbled myself before Him and ask Him to use me instead of me using my own talents. Even right now, I dare not say I'm doing a fantastic job and I'm still learning and all I know is that I got to trust in Him. My encouragement to all is that never stop trying for the Lord, never be disheartened and continue to fix our eyes on Him.
Got my results back! Woohoo! The sky crush on me! Well! What to expect from just studying enuff to pass. Either you barely pass or you fail. Another semester to go. Hate it. Ok! Xianjie, stop being an idiot and just study hard and I meant real hard and get over with this exams. Despite this bad news, I saw God's mercy and grace. I was so afraid to tell my mum because she will torment me with her naggings and honestly, I am a bit mentally unsound after all these years of torture. I delayed the news for a week and to my surprise, my mum just came up to me, ask me abt the results and causually said that if I need to resit any paper, den better study hard. I nearly fainted. She spoke the words of mercy. Haha! I believe it is God who had 'inspired' her to say such things.
Well! Having the whole sky crushing on me is bad enuff. The whole earth underneath gave way. WooHoo. Double K.O. Oh dear me! Why am I so poor thing? Why? Why? Ok enuff of self-pitying. Back to reality. I guess it just means that I really have to even more depend on God. Lord, help me fix my eyes on You!
Got a few weeks to sort out my mess and emotions and then I realised it's time for me to teach in Alpha. Actually, I am looking forward to it. It's such a challenge. Beside presenting the message, how do you catch their attention? I thought I shall be lame. Incorporating lame sound effects into my powerpoint. That was the 1st lesson. Ok lah! Not too bad lah but i guess i shd have used better quality sound effect instead. hahaha. That day's topic was on how to resist the evil. We need to put on the armor of God - belt of truth, breastplate of righteousness, boots of the gospel, shield of faith, helmet of salvation and sword of the Spirit.
And the following week's topic was How do I tell others abt Christianity? We need to firstly, in our action convinced others that we are Christians, secondly, to find opportunity to tak about our faith, thirdly, to share about what God has done in our life, fourthy, to ask God to empower our sharing and lastly, to pray that God will open our spiritual blindness and to give us the boldness to share.
After these 2 sharings, I really thank God. I look back 7-8 years ago and I will never have dare to stand up in front so many people to share. Fear. self-consciousness, denial, whatever reason it may be, I knew that the Lord has helped me to overcome. I remember the point of time when i was asked to teached the JYs when we were still in Eastpoint mall using the Montersorri. Initially, I was very reluctant because I just didn't feel comfortable and confident. Nevertheless, I took up the task. Initially, I struggled and I felt that I was really lousy. I didn't even know what I was saying. Haha! But as time passed, the Lord granted me the boldness and wisdom. And I really thank God because I know I humbled myself before Him and ask Him to use me instead of me using my own talents. Even right now, I dare not say I'm doing a fantastic job and I'm still learning and all I know is that I got to trust in Him. My encouragement to all is that never stop trying for the Lord, never be disheartened and continue to fix our eyes on Him.
Teachable Moment
Owner: Amelia Yeap
Title: Parable of Vertical Marathon
sometimes life can be like a vertical marathon.there's only one way to move, and that is up.what's behind is in the past. you can't turn back, or else you wouldn't succeed.it's tiring. and many times you feel like giving up.you try and grab hold of the railings for support, but sometimes, it's just not enough.you look at the number of storeys you have climbed.you think about how many storeys you have left to climb.it seems so daunting. and the temptation to quit is so great.
you see someone overtaking you, and you get just a wee bit demoralised.
you overtake someone and you feel like you've achieved a great feat.
everytime you pass by a water point, you feel such a great sense of relief and gratefulness for that breather.you give yourself a cup of water as a reward for making it this far.finally you reach the last level.you put in all your effort to lift up your legs and climb climb climb.some of your friends in the race help to motivate you and push you and support you.and finally, you reach the top.and you'll find that it's all worthwhile.sometimes, halfway you may feel like giving up, but don't.cos you don't know what's in store for you yet.so just hold on.
Title: Parable of Vertical Marathon
sometimes life can be like a vertical marathon.there's only one way to move, and that is up.what's behind is in the past. you can't turn back, or else you wouldn't succeed.it's tiring. and many times you feel like giving up.you try and grab hold of the railings for support, but sometimes, it's just not enough.you look at the number of storeys you have climbed.you think about how many storeys you have left to climb.it seems so daunting. and the temptation to quit is so great.
you see someone overtaking you, and you get just a wee bit demoralised.
you overtake someone and you feel like you've achieved a great feat.
everytime you pass by a water point, you feel such a great sense of relief and gratefulness for that breather.you give yourself a cup of water as a reward for making it this far.finally you reach the last level.you put in all your effort to lift up your legs and climb climb climb.some of your friends in the race help to motivate you and push you and support you.and finally, you reach the top.and you'll find that it's all worthwhile.sometimes, halfway you may feel like giving up, but don't.cos you don't know what's in store for you yet.so just hold on.
Teachable Moment
This one is a bit late. Should have posted it long ago. Though I haven't ask the person involved but I am sure he won't mind. The owner is Ding Yi.
Thou Shall Not Covet:
One of the Friday, the SERVERs decided to go and play badminton. They booked a court at 5pm. We arrived early at abt 4:15pm. There was an empty court and since no one was using, we decided that we might as well make 'full use' of it. Then Ding Yi objected to it because he said that we didn't book the court and it is as good as coveting something that we don't own. After that incident, it really kept me thinking. In our daily life, are we coveting alot of things even if it such small or trival things? I guess the lesson learn is that take what is yours.
Thou Shall Not Covet:
One of the Friday, the SERVERs decided to go and play badminton. They booked a court at 5pm. We arrived early at abt 4:15pm. There was an empty court and since no one was using, we decided that we might as well make 'full use' of it. Then Ding Yi objected to it because he said that we didn't book the court and it is as good as coveting something that we don't own. After that incident, it really kept me thinking. In our daily life, are we coveting alot of things even if it such small or trival things? I guess the lesson learn is that take what is yours.
Saturday, March 03, 2007
Hearing His Voice
I am really glad that the Lord is speaking to me again. I guess it has been a long time since I hear His voice so intimately. Even as He spoke to me through the earlier song I have posted, His word is being once again confirmed when a caring friend from church prayed for me. The 2 things that the Lord is speaking to me is Patience and Fixing my eyes onto Him. Even as my friend prayed for me, I cannot help but laugh as the prayer started to unfold the 2 things the Lord had spoken to me. It's definitely more than coincidence. And my heart is at peace.
Yes! Lord! Let me be patient. Help me to cast my eyes upon You. Let me not lose sight of You and that everyday of my life, I will choose to honor and glorify Your name. Let me put my faith in You! Let me see Your wonders at work! Amen!
Yes! Lord! Let me be patient. Help me to cast my eyes upon You. Let me not lose sight of You and that everyday of my life, I will choose to honor and glorify Your name. Let me put my faith in You! Let me see Your wonders at work! Amen!
A New Song
I am very thankful of God! Somethings He will reveal certain things to me and to be frank, they are all not-so good news. But even as I pieced up all the news, though it is bad, I know the Lord is preparing me for the bad news. And honestly, I felt that I took the bad news pretty well! Though I exaggerate it at times. Haha! But even more thankful is that in such times, He pieces a song in my mind to remind me of how faithful He is even when things dun turn out right!
I FIX MY EYES ON YOU (editted 13 Mar 2007)
Verse:
I bow before Your throne
My eyes are not fixed on You
My eyes are troubled
My mind is distracted from You, Lord
Pre-Chorus:
In Your word it is said
That everything has its time and seasons
The coming of Spring time after winter is assured
But when such time fails
I may not understand
But I know the Lord is here
Chorus:
Patiently wait for You my Lord
Trusting in You simply because
You're my Lord, the Creator of my life
And I will lift my hands to You
In such times I'll sing a new song to You
Of Your faithfulness to me
I bow before Your throne
I fix my eyes on You
I FIX MY EYES ON YOU (editted 13 Mar 2007)
Verse:
I bow before Your throne
My eyes are not fixed on You
My eyes are troubled
My mind is distracted from You, Lord
Pre-Chorus:
In Your word it is said
That everything has its time and seasons
The coming of Spring time after winter is assured
But when such time fails
I may not understand
But I know the Lord is here
Chorus:
Patiently wait for You my Lord
Trusting in You simply because
You're my Lord, the Creator of my life
And I will lift my hands to You
In such times I'll sing a new song to You
Of Your faithfulness to me
I bow before Your throne
I fix my eyes on You
Friday, March 02, 2007
Testing
The previous post was a testing because my new posting just simply did not show in my blog. Sorry for any inconvenience caused.
Thursday, March 01, 2007
Why?
Why? Can you tell me why? Why do you have to treat me like this? Why? Why? Why? Why can't Blogger post my postings? WHY????
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