Thinking again

I guess I'm just a thinker. In a bad sense, it is called Day Dreamer. In an occupational language, it is called a Student. Well! Whatever you name it, it will not stop the fact about me. Thinking is good becoz it helps me to rationalise, internalise, organise my thoughts, my feelings and the things I see and hear. However, if it is not properly managed, there's a great risk of 'cukoo-lising' oneself (which means go crazy) I guess the best way to manage thinking is to bring everything before God and seek His wise ways.
Actually quite a few many things happened but just couldn't find a 'quiet' day to settle down and update. Finally, today I feel the peace to sit down and start typing. What should I talk about? Ok! Let's talk about movies!
Up to date, I have watched erh... at least 5 movies since the beginning of the year. Wow! Out of which, I am sure that 3 of the visits were paid from my own pockets. The other 2 were treats. I have set myself a quota of max 6 movies (out of my own expenses) for the year. So technically speaking, I only have 3 more movies which I can watch. By the way, the treats were not becoz I begged people to pay for me. It was unexpected treats. : p So I have decided that the remaining 3 slots - Spider Man 3, Pirates of the Carribean and last one undecided. The last 2 weeks, I watched a movie a week. The first movie was "I am a Cyborg but it's ok". Korean comical movie acted by Rain and I dun know who the actress is. It is a totally no plot but yet funny and light-hearted movie. The whole movie revolves around a Mental hospital. Rain and the actress were the clients of the hospital. The actress thinks that she is a cyborg and can only feed on batteries. Rain thinks he has the ability to steal peoples' power. So a lot of lame and funny things happen. Eventually the actress was malnutritioned becoz she refused to eat. So Rain decided to help her by 'implanting' a device that will help her convert staple food into electrical energy for her body. So that's the ending. Recommended to watch for those who enjoy lameness and subtle romance. Muahahaha. I went with 3 of my Sec school mates. 3 guys, 1 girl. The other 2 guys were totally bored out by the show. Actions! Actions! That's what I think they want. Anyway this movie was a treat.
The next movie I watched was "300". Great show I must say. Talks about Persians attacking the Spartans and how 300 Spartans held up millions of invaders. Eventually most of them died, it was really a marvel to see how they fought off the invaders. I know it's a MOVIE. The story is real but this is just a movie - acting. Ok! Fine. I won't spoil the fun by telling the whole movie. You go watch yourself. Anyway it's M18. I thought it was given this rating becoz of violence but den the movie also got some sensual scene. This part was a bit disappointing becoz I thought it was unnecessary. If they have scrapped out that scene, the movie is going to be as good. So I guess the censorship decided that it's for the good of mankind to have some kind of "Sex Education". Haizzzz........ But still highly recommended, only for those who are of age.

Ok! That's for the movies. Now what should I talk about.

Hmmmm. Home affairs. Parents had another quarrel. Hate it. Though, it was somehow or rather 'reconciled', the whole atmosphere is sucky. 26 years of such torments, it's really draining for the mind. Sometimes, I just feel like giving up, run away from home which I never get to do it. The only thing holding me back and together is God (and maybe food. hahaha : p) I know it won't help by running away. I have to deal with it but there's honestly nothing I can do. Pray! I guess. And after all these years, it really leaves a 'shadow' in my own life. I am worried that history will repeat itself in my own family. That's why I am learning to control my temper and to be responsible for my actions and words. Lord, only You can help me!

Ok! Unhappy things aside.

Next thing on my mind was or rather were a few words: Man of his word! Some youths 'shot' these words at me. Am I really Man of my words? I know they said it jokingly, I hope! But it really speaks alot to me. Credibility. Do I hold on to what I say or do I just give empty words? I won't go into details but what I know is that I am a Man and I have words to say. So I jolly well be a Man of my words. (Am I making any sense? Muahaha : p)

Next thing on my mind are another few words: Try again! The word flash itself to me twice in a row. Coincidental? Maybe, maybe not. I am not superstitious but that's how the Lord speaks to me. However, I will still be cautious. I shall seek the counsels of the wise people first. So meanwhile, everything is per normal.

Next thing: Working out! Have been playing basketball and doing weights quite regularly. Really need to keep in shape. IPPT coming. Must at least get Silver and the $100. Then with the money go and grow fat den after that start training to keep fit den it goes on and on. Vicious cycle. I guess I have improved quite a bit on basketball. Have been playing with these group of skilled players and secretly learning from them. Another 6 kg to go. June! That's the target.

Hmmm.... Can't recall what else I want to say. Nvm. Another day. Yup! Remember! 1 more thing. Prayer Request:

Pray:
for me as I embarked on my studies for my last semester. Pray for peace, wisdom, discipline. Thk you! God bless!