MCP

You may not have good role model for marriage. That's fine! I can understand. But if you think you know everything about marriage and that your way is the way, den don't marry. Don't ruin a young fine lady's life.

You may not have a good parenting history. That's fine! i can understand. But if you think that you are king over everybody and that you treat your children like your subordinates, den dun have children (and most prob you shdn't be getting married too). Don't cause your children to have bad memories of growing up and have a vacuum in their life.

Why are there MCPs in this world? The world will be so much more peaceful without them. Less people will have to suffer from their tormentations. Or why don't they all gather and go and live at some high mountains where they can boast about their ego and throw around their 'fatty trotters'.


I reacted so badly at today's soccer training. We weren't playing well. But that wasn't why I reacted. I know everybody was playing their best. I was frustrated. On one hand, we were all around the field and secondly, we were being 'slaughtered'. I was really upset. Every week we come for the training match, most of the time we were being taken 'advantage'. Our defence was as thin as usual on every week, our mid is still trying to adapt without the presence of Darren and the uncles were all out with their full force. It is frustrating that after so long, we were still not finding ground. It seemed like the youths were still so 'inadequate' especially for the defence. Running out of position, committing unnecessarily, I'm not saying I'm good, I'm still learning. But I just feel that to enjoy the game, let's keep to the basic. Get the basic right and steady. I feel it so unfair that we have to play with the uncles when the whole team is so unprepared. I am not a soreloser. I believe in playing and losing a game with pride. But I don't believe in playing a lost game. And even as I reflected on why I reacted so badly, I realised I have alot of frusrtration at home with my dad. How he unfairly bully his way with my mum and my sis and me when we were young and there is nothing we could do about it. Even now he still push his way around. It makes me fuming mad when he bully my helpless mum. And I guess that's how i felt on the field. The helpless team was being 'bullied' and there's nothing 'much' I could do. (DISCLAIMER: It is a reaction. I am not saying that the uncles bullied us)

I admit I didn't react in a way justifying and glorifying to God. Maybe it is a Learning Moment for me. It is an area of my life that I have to deal with. Instead of turing to frustration, learn to be objective and positive in the approach. Definitely not easy. 27 years worth. But it is something that have to be dealt with.

Lord! May I find peace in You. In such times, may I not react negatively. Help me to deal with it positively. Help me to be an encourager in such times.