Toiletphobic

I am starting to have phobia of going to the singular toilet cubicle. It seems like I have enuff experience with unlocked doors. Nope! Not me forgetting to lock the door but opening the door to a surprised 'client'.(i am as much shocked as the client) All these experiences have been in my church. Twice were 2 ladies. Thkfully, I have a habit of opening the door a distance away where my vision is restricted. So I only see slight body movement and I panicked and screeched with a quick closing of the door. Waaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh. Traumastised. Another incident was when I opened the door and see someone in an awkward position. Hehehehehe. Somebody was standing beside the basin with 1 leg in the basin. I was stunned for a few seconds. And it was somebody whom I knew who turned around, looked at me and smiled. I nearly fainted. Another was somebody brought a girl from OLO to the toilet and forget to lock. Wah. I opened the door and the helper was like staring at me giving me the shocked look. I think the little girl was also frightened. Happily doing her 'biz' and there appeared a big bad wolf! hahahha! I was so paiseh! Haizzzzz...........

Now it leaves a shadow in my life. Now I am so cautious when I visit toilet. I will make sure I knock the door to ensure that no existing client is still in the midst of biz dealing. And also, I am paranoid over if I have locked the doors myself. I will over a few times keep checking if the door is locked. ARhhhhhhhhhh................. What have I done to myself? I think I may need to see a psychiatrist soon. hahahahahahaha