Weakest Link

Hiazzzzzzzz! Why am i so musically untalented? I just simply can't play in beat and when playing as a band, i utterly can't hear myself and I'm totally playing out of beat. ARGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH! Today playing guitar for Darren and Xin Ling. But was like really struggling to keep in beat for the fast song. Then with the distortions, I really can't concentrate. Den the song "My redeemer lives", i was totally unable to keep the beat when everybody plays. ARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH! I'm the weakest link. Maybe that's why i got demoted to being a Worship Leader. Hahahahah! Hmmmmm! Honestly 2 things that a musician will not want to be. Either tone deaf or beatless. Haha! Feel like giving up! Dun wan to ever play guitar again. Yah rite! That's an easy way out but i know i can never stop playing guitar becoz until now, it has always been God's grace in my guitar playing. I must do something about it. I really want to pick up drum. At least playing this instrument, i am force to pay attention to beat and rhythm. Yes! that's what i'm goin to do. But den the problem is which teacher is willingly to suffer for me. Haha! We shall see. HE will provide rite. Haha! Hmmmm! Must also start to pick up guitar as a student. Must go and learn from everybody and anybody. YAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!