It's Just Me.......

Project finished, handed up. One less worry. Praise be to God for He makes all things possible.

Now, it is 1/2 step. I am wondering how. I am wondering if it is another stupid attempt by me. Once bitten, twice not shy? Am I just trying too hard? Am I just reading what I want to read? Am I just being too wishful? I think it's just me. Maybe I'm just never good enough. Right now, I sense no peace. I sense that I am stepping into another roller-coaster ride. Sometimes I wish things were much simplier, less painful. I guess all these will just simply make me treasure it more. Maybe it's just no step.

Another storm is brewing. Now is the calm before the storm. I really dun know how I am going to handle it but one thing for sure, I am going to face it and not going to run away. The Lord is with me and who can be against me. I know the Lord will help me through this time. I pray that the Lord will give me self-control to hold my temper, humility to deny my rights, courage to speak forth the truth, wisdom to handle the tricky situation and a loving heart to love others.